Stagnation. Am I right to say anything that stagnates completely festers. Life reduces down to maybe nothing at all. I am this way. Possibly, we are this way. And it is in opposition to what I thought, what I understood from my early absorption of this world. But the truth fills me casting thin and …
Finding a way forward. When growth is crawling and reality unchanging. I am the only piece left untested. I have to be what shifts. Nothing around me is going to. It is a strange thing. In a relationship sometimes the greatest way to fight for yourself is to stop fighting all together. It is not …
In this moment, I look in the mirror and smile. Delighted and clear I see myself now. I wish I could explain to you, my reader, the complexities of this moment. Of seeing myself. I have known for a long time my perspective limits me. That has been obvious. But I was so attached to …
I sit here unsatisfied. Hungry in a way I have often been. I crave accomplishment. To transform parts of my life. Sadly, this feeling won’t be transformative. It will be short lived. It pairs with energy only for a couple of hours, then with disappointment. Because my energy will fade and today can’t hold transformation …
Sometimes a hunger rises within me. A hunger to be something, do everything. All I can see, all I can feel is all I am not. I have listened many times to the yawning want within me. Overwhelmed myself with what must be accomplished to satiate it. Buried myself in one dream to prove my …
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